It's already twelve o'clock , but I don't want to sleep .
I'm listening a song - Flightless Bird, American Mouth (Iron & Wine) which is in the twilight .
This song always makes me feel tranquil and peaceful .
That feeling is wonderful to me .
I don't know why am I so crazy about Robert Pattinson .
Maybe he's a talented actor , or he's too handsome and mystery .
I know we won't be friends in the future .
Although we'll be friends , just in my beautiful fairland dream .
It won't come true , and it'll also be a diffcault task in my dream .
I dream about being firend with he in someday.
I lie me , and try to forget anything about twilight's wonderful and excited .
The night is very long , and the dark night swallows our heart .
When I feel scared , I konw I should be stronger and stronge .
I still can't sleep now .
Who can make me fall asleep ?
I try to sleep , but I can't !!
I have many questions in my brain , they are very annoying and I'm sick of them .
Everyone can't stop me still dream about my dream - Meet Rob in the future one day .
I wish this night I can dream to him and make some wonderful recollection during my dream .
When I'll dream to he , I think I won't wake up and won't face the true , eirher .
I'm going to sleep . Luck *
Maybe I'll meet he in my dream that we'll also be friends .
What a stupid girl !! *
When I think I'll maybe meet you in my dream that I'm hardly can wait for your come .
Good night , my diary , have a nice dream and a nice night . *
I'll stay with you forever until I'm die .
2009.02.06.Midnight sunlight will be you .