* I see my home town is gettting older and older , then I feel a little sad .
Who know how long I've been here ? No one will answer my question .
Here may be a hot visit place just no one think it before .
Why don't anyone want to fix ferf and make here get better not still let here worse . *
* When I walking on the street , I miss all my memories about this county .
I try to calm down , but it isn't useful . I still want to cry aloud , so I as run as I cry .
The feel is the worst of my life .
I try to forget anything about he , but my brain is resisting what I want to do .
The dark night swallow my think , so I can't feel what I think about ?
Both my hands and heart are cold and white .
Then , I feel dizzy and uncomfortable . *
* I'm listening about a dog barking at me .
It's laughing at my fainthearted heart and look me down . *
I cry until I don't have any tears . *
I want to do something right , not just making mistakes . *